Thanks for posting this thread JD. I'm really sorry for your loss mate.
I've been dealing with depression since my older brother died 8 years ago. I was only 11 when it happened, and it took me a long time to realize I was suffering from depression. I basically feel like I've forgotten what it feels like to be happy. This year has by far been the worst since the year he died. I've been close a few times to calling it quits, but quite literally the only reason I haven't is because I don't want my family to go through losing another son. Besides family, riding and music are really the only things that have been able to keep me going. After reading through this thread I've decided that I'm going to seek help. So thank you to everyone who has contributed so far.
I've been dealing with depression since my older brother died 8 years ago. I was only 11 when it happened, and it took me a long time to realize I was suffering from depression. I basically feel like I've forgotten what it feels like to be happy. This year has by far been the worst since the year he died. I've been close a few times to calling it quits, but quite literally the only reason I haven't is because I don't want my family to go through losing another son. Besides family, riding and music are really the only things that have been able to keep me going. After reading through this thread I've decided that I'm going to seek help. So thank you to everyone who has contributed so far.