I mean like if you're an only child you don't learn to share etc etc, in the past I think there was a bit of a "stigma" if that's the right word?
You're right I guess it's not really the case these days...
These days????
Do you mean kids are generally less likely to be spoilt than they were in the past?
I don't agree, especially in the case of only children. I know heaps of them and i reckon most have issues of one kind or another that are much less common in kids with siblings. Many are spoilt rotten but even if they aren't they are often extremely precocious because with no other kids around, they can be treated more like little adults than they should be or conversely, they can be really woosy if they are treated more like babies than they should be. And the further apart your kids are spaced, the more like only children they will be.
Having more than one child balances up your family. With just one kid, you and your partner outnumber them and they can get 2 adults attention most of the time. Two is better, because they learn that there are other people in the family who are also important, not just me, me, me! Three or more is, I think, even better for learning to share the parent's attention (and share everything else!). You also become a better parent, because for each issue that comes up, you feel like "Well, this is going to happen for the next kid too, so I'd better develop a strategy or a rule for this". I think many single child families have no real parenting strategies at all, whereas parents of lots of kids know they can't parent without them. (No offence intended, Giant Rock, I'm sure you are a great mum and there is no reason to suggest your 3 year old is anything but gorgeous just because they are still an only child!
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We have 3 kids, and last week 2 of them were away at school camp. It was terrible!!! I couldn't wait till they came back. Much as it was nice to have a bit of quality time with my youngest one, she was unbearably bored without the others to play with and I realised just how much time they normally spend hanging out in the garden playing together. At dinner time she kept interrupting us, which the kids all know is rude and they don't normally do. I think she just felt that since she was the only kid there, she could just talk and we would just drop everything and listen to her.
Its true that a second kid will make your life slightly more difficult at first, but remember you know how to do everything now. I know when my 2nd one was born I imagined going back to the lifestyle I needed when my first was born (ie. basically needing quite a lot of help). What i hadn't realised is that its way easier the second time. I know with my 3rd one I could be breastfeeding with one arm, making the dinner with the other and still juggle answering the phone etc no worries! And by the time they are a little bigger, things are easier because your kid will have someone to play with other than you.
No matter whether you are pregnant or not, I still think your "me time" on the bike is essential to staying happy and healthy. And you can probably get it just as easily whether you are pregnant or not, as long as you make it a priority. One thing I used to do was get together with a friend and we'd mind each other's kids, taking turns to go out for a bit of exercise. It worked out really well and the kids became great friends too.
Why don't you stop using contraception and just see what happens - its a super easy way to make the decision!