Unwanted and mistimed injuries
Just into the final run to our state titles on feb 18/19 and then 4x nationals at Eagle Park. Big numbers and fast riders entered for states in my age with a few interstaters coming over. Really stoked for 4x as i won my class last year and i'm super keen to see if i can back it up again this time. They even had practice gates running on the 4x last weekend which were going real nice...........until i aggravated a disc in my lower back!!
First few days of this week i could hardly walk, getting better now but no bike riding until at least mid next week (or weekend as told by physio). So only this far out from some pretty major meets i'm sidelined for 1 1/2 - 2 weeks, leaving me a grand total of 1 - 1 1/2 weeks to prep for states! I was really putting in a big effort, i'm running an mtb in cruisers at bmx and was going to show its not just a token effort. No real chance of winning with who is coming over but i was going to be in amonst it all pushing hard....but now just feel like with this sort of leadup it will be like "check out the guy on the mtb, good on him for giving it a go..."
What do other people do in this situation? I know we do this for fun and nothing else, but i suppose being competitive do others find it hard when coming back from injury and not being as far up the field as what they should? Is it just in my head and i need to lighten up? I feel like i'll need to keep explaing that i've had issues and i should be a bit better than i will be.
Rant over, guess i just needed to get some of that off my chest, keen to know what you all think though. Might actually post this in the general section as well but would love to know what bmx racers think on this.
Raymo.